I promised myself I wouldn't vent on my blog but today I cannot help it, it has to be done. Plus its my freaking blog and I can vent if I want too.
Usually I'm a positive person....most of my friends would agree. The only thing that seems to put me off balance is freaking men. I mean honestly why do I allow them to affect me I have no idea. Note to self, once I've blogged about this, I will be done with it also. Blogging about it is part of the cathartic experience.
So lets start this off..............................................I have an ex boyfriend whom I left over a year. We both of the problem of being unable to let go, however knowing that it will never be again I need to put a stop to it. Easier said than done. He has so much potential to be better and maybe one day he will get there. Good luck to lady that lands him.
Then we move onto the fireman whom I met during a difficult period of his life. Now I should have walked away however I really do believe that the higher being was teaching me a lesson in patience and listening, so I continued ahead with it. 4 months later there was only so much emotional support I could provide. At the end of the day I was there to help him deal with the death of his dad and then it was my time to move on so he could heal on his own for the rest of his journey. I honestly do hope he heals and moves on the best way he can. Nothing worse than losing a parent at such a young age.
Lastly we have what we call the Pilates man! This one amazes me the most as we tried 3 times to get this thing of the ground but it is just not meant to be. There is always a drama and I vowed this year no more drama in my life. So when he sent me a text saying he did not have time for a relationship................well that says it all really. It says a lot about a persons character when they soon to end a courtship over text. I mean grow some balls and call and say you don't want to spend time together anymore. I'm a big girl I can handle it.
At the end of the day lads, your farkin loss!
RIGHT that is my vent over!